I’m Still Human
Dress: Dressing by 2068
Bag and Shoes: Forever 21
I’ve been feeling so emotional lately. I have this feeling like I am an empty glass being filled with water until it overflows. That’s my heart about to burst. I look strong, happy and bubbly in the outside but not everyone knows that I am fighting my own demons in the inside. The demons that prevents me from being the person who would just fight and stand for herself, the person who would just don’t care, and the person who would not let anyone step on her. I am the person who would attempt to fight but ends up being wounded. Yes, that’s me. I’m too soft, too nice, too careful in everything that I say and people started using that against me.
I am too sensitive when people promises a lot but would not do anything that they say. I hate promises, I don’t like people to promise if they cannot keep it. I hate people abusing my kindness that I end up blaming myself and feeling sorry for myself. I don’t want to be around people who would dull my sparkle. I am removing these people from my life because they are causing negative effect on me. I would consider them as my life lesson because without them I would not have an inspiration and reason to thrive.
#SorryNotSorry for blurting this out on my blog. I know it’s vague but it’s my heart talking this time.